on the verge of extinction... again

(Def Leppard – White Lightning)

“Life is a long lesson in humility” - humiliation in my case (funny I first heard this saying from… a football coach). So now what? I guess it’s back to work. No, I don’t believe in miracles, I don’t believe I’m going to make it. But I still hope… because I want it so badly.

(Guns n’ Roses – Dead Horse)

But if I want it so bad, why am I not trying harder? Argh! Until Monday evening… three more days… maybe… no, you know it’s impossible. But still it’s back to work. I’ve wasted enough time tonight.